Saturday July 24th, 2010

Today I dream t of him. Him meaning the Devil. I was walking in a dark submissive corridor and

there were 2 doors on the right side, 1 door on the left and now I'm starting to remember that

there was another door up ahead. and it had the 9 back wards. Then I remember being seduced by

the Devil. He looked like a human being accept there was something odd about him. I clearly

remember his face. He made me do naughty things. It was odd. Then I tried to fight to break free

and that's when I woke up with a scratch on my right leg. I wasn't scared, I was just confused. It

felt so real. I don't know what is happening to me. Why am I having these dreams?

July 21st, 2010. Time: 10:03am

So I wake up still remembering my dream because it was so vivid! I remember that I got a full time job with benefits and a normal paycheck. The hours were weird though. And they asked me something about sex at work. Which was really weird.

So I come home with another kitten. He was so cute. And I remember mom's voice saying "why are you bringing another cat if we can barely afford anything right now." And I said " Because I just got a good job." I had a feeling that it would last this time.

Then the radio turned on and it was really loud. Felt like we were celebrating something. I hear the music play. It was up beat jazz music. I heard the drums, no saxophone. Which I am surprised. And some other odd instrument which sounded really beautiful.

When I woke up, I felt nervous and scared. I don' t know why. And right now I feel really scared to. But this feeling is going away slowly. The fear is weird. I really had no dream like this. Especially after waking up and remembering my dream so clearly. And vividly.